Day 6 since first Test Cyp injection. Day 1, couldn’t sleep and had anxiety. This week at work I got into multiple arguments with people (which is something that I do not do ever). Shortness of breath has returned.
Stupidly took pregnenelone yesterday to try to help. Have had heart palps, more temper, and crying spells for the last two days. Years ago on TRT and trying things I could tolerate most anything….now I feel like I’ve fallen apart and am broken. I feel stuck and that nothing will work for me. My fiancé is supportive, but I feel bad and like I’m ruining our upcoming wedding. I just want to get back to feeling good.
Scared to take vit d due to it causing kidney stones, scared to take more T (injection at least) since it makes me now feel awful. Scared to take the 12mg of Zoloft I was prescribed just for who knows what reason. Scared to take Taurine for fear of rebound anxiety, same for Lemon Balm. Waiting to take my antibiotics for Lyme’s till after the wedding. I am stuck and lost and sorry for ranting, I just don’t have an answer anymore. A few years ago I was working out almost daily, looked great, felt pretty good and now I’m not even close to being that person. I’ve had weekly therapy for 2.5 years now and have worked my ass off in it and that has not helped either. I’m at a loss.