I ended up stopping enanthate (30mg 2x/week) and going back to cypionate (30mg 2x/week). The issues on enanthate I was having were:
- a feeling of loneliness that was very odd and unusual, with zero external changes to cause it- so had to be the ester doing something
- increased acne (significant).
Within a few days I experienced an immediate change for the better. Loneliness gone, and acne gone. I isolated variables fairly well so I'm 99% sure it's the enanthate that was causing the issues. The cypionate and enanthate were from empower, both with grapeseed. The only difference is the addition of benzyl benzoate in cypionate, and the ester. My body likes or at least is used to/more tolerant of cypionate for sure. Very surprising to me, but everyone's genetics and immune system are different.
I posted a bit about it here as well:
www.excelmale.com
I may consider trying other esters in the future but it's a lower priority for me being I respond fairly well to cypionate.