All right guys, I’m gonna come clean. I’m gonna let you in on a little known fact. What @BigTex pointed out is how I picked my screen name. I know - sounds incredibly cheesy. I leaned on this site a ton before joining, trying to figure all my crap out. When I decided to finally jump in, I had to acknowledge to myself, that despite all my trials and tribulations, I am, in fact very fortunate to have an amazing wife, three great kids and a very good lifestyle. That said, I still like to bitch and moan with all my brothers here!@Charliebizz having a great wife, two awesome kids and a great career is a whole lot more than most men ever have in life. Always be thankful for what you have and don't worry for what you may not have in life. Good luck and hope you get all of this dialed in. You have a whole lot to be happy about.
@Charliebizz, I think you are a perfect example of why some may need anti-depressants. I think you may be experiencing a lot of what I have gone through over the past year or so. The best way I can describe it is “mood inappropriate”. The conditions are perfect for feeling happy, until you notice that you are not actually happy. Sunny day; at a lake; doing something fun with the family - whatever, but you don’t find the joy you recall feeling in similar situations in the past. I think when you are in this kind of place, an anti-depressant makes sense.
So far, I have seen some benefit. But, like Lexapro for you, sertraline can bog me down and make me tired. I am still trying to figure out if the benefits outweighs the side effects. I have an appointment next week. I may discuss either adding Wellbutrin to get the energy boost back or maybe trying a new agent like trintellix.
I am really good at derailing a good discuss about anabolics with some philosophy (sorry guys). Since we are fully derailed, if anyone has experience with “Welloft” (combining Wellbutrin and Zoloft), please feel free to chime in or DM me.