mpadderson
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I just wanted to provide an update so that perhaps others in my situation might find some useful information somehow and it may help them or at least give them some ideas. I'm now roughly 26 days into my chlomid cycle which is taking 50mg every other day. Over the course of the treatment I've noticed two very significant changes;
1. My testicles feel like they did when I was in my early 20's, full, large, heavy.
2. For years now I've of course had sexual thoughts, but not driven by a sex drive, if that makes sense to anyone. In the moment I would go through the motions, have fun of course and enjoy it, but it wasn't an animalistic sex drive like before I started having issues. I would have sexual thoughts, and zero response down there. However, over the the past week I've noticed myself starting to have very aggressive thoughts about sex, my girlfriend, and constantly almost to the point where it's all I think about. What's even more significant, is the fact I would now start to notice a reaction down there akin to if I had just injected trimix and chubbed up. I have urges now, where I didn't before beyond just the fact I'm in love with my girlfriend of course and it was fun and to please her.
Something else I will mention is that 3 weeks ago I ended up working up to 0.45 of the super mix injected by my girlfriend, only to wait about 10-15 minutes before I noticed a reaction which was as far as chubbed up (sorry to keep using this term I don't know what else to use) and it would fade after some time. Now, when I respond to sexual thoughts and get in that state, it lasts for some time naturally. Another note to mention, is that a week ago I injected 0.25ml of the supermix just on the off chance that these different feelings I've had and physical changes would perhaps warrant a lower dosage - it turns out I was right. Nearly right after injection I noticed a reaction and it kept that way for some time after.
I have maintained my low-carb diet with some "cheating" here and there, but have not put back any weight on. I have not cut my smoking down, although I've been trying desperately since I started posting here but other stress due to work just keeps me going back to smoking. I feel rather confident that within the next few weeks or so, if I were to inject the same amount of supermix, I might achieve a full erection with the help of my girlfriend of course. If not, my doctor has explained that increasing the dosage regardless of the amount, until the desired effect is achieved - is perfectly fine. I will continue to update here and again, appreciate everyone's support beyond what words can describe.
Best,
MP
1. My testicles feel like they did when I was in my early 20's, full, large, heavy.
2. For years now I've of course had sexual thoughts, but not driven by a sex drive, if that makes sense to anyone. In the moment I would go through the motions, have fun of course and enjoy it, but it wasn't an animalistic sex drive like before I started having issues. I would have sexual thoughts, and zero response down there. However, over the the past week I've noticed myself starting to have very aggressive thoughts about sex, my girlfriend, and constantly almost to the point where it's all I think about. What's even more significant, is the fact I would now start to notice a reaction down there akin to if I had just injected trimix and chubbed up. I have urges now, where I didn't before beyond just the fact I'm in love with my girlfriend of course and it was fun and to please her.
Something else I will mention is that 3 weeks ago I ended up working up to 0.45 of the super mix injected by my girlfriend, only to wait about 10-15 minutes before I noticed a reaction which was as far as chubbed up (sorry to keep using this term I don't know what else to use) and it would fade after some time. Now, when I respond to sexual thoughts and get in that state, it lasts for some time naturally. Another note to mention, is that a week ago I injected 0.25ml of the supermix just on the off chance that these different feelings I've had and physical changes would perhaps warrant a lower dosage - it turns out I was right. Nearly right after injection I noticed a reaction and it kept that way for some time after.
I have maintained my low-carb diet with some "cheating" here and there, but have not put back any weight on. I have not cut my smoking down, although I've been trying desperately since I started posting here but other stress due to work just keeps me going back to smoking. I feel rather confident that within the next few weeks or so, if I were to inject the same amount of supermix, I might achieve a full erection with the help of my girlfriend of course. If not, my doctor has explained that increasing the dosage regardless of the amount, until the desired effect is achieved - is perfectly fine. I will continue to update here and again, appreciate everyone's support beyond what words can describe.
Best,
MP
