Thanks man, I'll update this thread and others of course if I see any sustained success with it.
I think I'll start with 12-15mg/day. Prop has been too stimulating for me historically and anxiety driving, but I think this might be due to E2 skyrocketing and I might be fine with the Primo in there keeping E2 down.
It might also just be that my levels vary too much and I don't do well past a certain degree of variation. According to my labs when I tested both peak and trough levels on 15mg/day Prop, my Free T levels varied by 50 or even 55%.
I think I remember
@Cataceous mentioning at the time that the largest diurnal variation typically seen in young men was around 40%, with a mean around 25% (could be wrong here), so ~50% is significantly beyond natural variation and Test Phenylprop might be closer to natural variation.
Of course aiming for the same degree of variation in T levels as that of a young man only makes sense if we assume no HPTA suppression. If there is HPTA suppression, then even if you can fine tune some Test E to Test P ratio to an optimal degree of variation, you will still get HPTA suppression and suffer negative side effects accordingly in the long term.
In that sense, Prop might be better if tolerable despite a greater than natural degree of variation in T levels since it'll lead to less HPTA suppression.
Just to be clear, there is always some degree of suppression. The important thing, which seems to elude many people, is that suppression is not a binary thing, it's a matter of degree, and the difference between 90% and 60% suppression (numbers pulled out of my ass more or less, although there is a study out there with numbers I think fairly close to that) might be completely life changing.
And of course as
@FunkOdyssey alluded to, less downregulation/desensitization of Dopamine receptors and others might also be what contributes to feeling better in some ways on shorter esters, not just less HPTA suppression. This is all extremely complex.
TLDR; long story short I'll probably start with Prop around 12-15mg/day with Primo at 10mg/day and adjust accordingly. If I can't fine tune Prop I'll give Phenylprop a try and then start thinking about adding Preg/DHEA/hCG/Kisspeptin.