You still caught up on you supposedly having to run these absurd TT/FT levels to feel your best so you say?
When in fact although your TT/FT levels from your most recent results:
I started on 3 clicks am to the knees, 3 clicks to my inner forearms. Wanted to see if I could get my levels up with the cream, while not letting DHT go insanely high. Here were my labs on that protocol, 5 hours after am application.
10-5-19
Total T- 817 ng/dl (264-916)
Free T- 19.9 pg/ml (8.7-25.1)
Had you stating in the other thread that you do not feel anywhere near as good as when your TT 1600+ ng/dl and FT 50-60 ng/dL (double the top end of the reference range TruT calculated).....and I replied telling you that first off you have only been on the scrotal application running such TT/FT levels for 2 weeks and although T levels will build up/stabilize much quicker when using transdermal application whether gel/cream one needs to give it 2-3 months at new said T level to truly gauge how you feel.
As you should know by now not only are T levels in FLUX when switching a protocol (increasing/decreasing dose) but MOST IMPORTANTLY once blood levels have stabilized it will take at least 2-3 months at the new T levels for the body to adapt.....let alone TRULY gauge how one feels overall at said TT/FT levels regarding relief/improvement of low-t symptoms and increased overall well-being.
Let's top this off with the fact that the whole time you have been on trt (few years) you were running absurdly high TT 1800 ng/FT 60+ng/dL levels at one time.....claiming you needed such due to your high SHBG as you were relying on the piss poor direct immunoassay results when testing your FT......when in fact if you should have been using the most accurate testing method such as the gold standard Equilibrium Dialysis or Ultrafiltration (next best). Than you would have known that your FT level was absurdly high.
This was well before the everyone on the forum understood the importance of using the most accurate testing methods for FT such as the gold standard Equilibrium Dialysis or Ultrafiltration (next best).....let alone the more recent research/understanding of SHBG:T binding and the use of the newer TruT model/algorithm.
You eventually went from running absurdly high TT/FT levels (1800 ng/dL/FT 60+ ng/dL well over double top end reference range TruT calculated).....only than to eventually try running slightly lower TT/FT levels (1600 ng/dL/FT 50-60 ng/dL basically double top end reference range TruT calculated).....and this is even after I pointed out the fact that your TT/FT trough levels are still absurdly high even with your somewhat higher SHBG.....using the newer calculated TruT method.
Now you are claiming that the way you feel overall when running a TT 1600 ng/dL/FT 50-60 ng/dL basically double the top end of the reference range TruT calculated) is like night/day compared to your most recent numbers using the transdermal cream TT 817 ng/dL/FT 30 ng/dL top end of the reference range TruT calculated).
Again the whole time you have been on trt you have basically been running absurd TT/FT levels as you have never truly given your body a fighting chance to see how you would truly feel overall running lower levels ) at least 2-3 months!
Let alone the most recent labs having your TT 817 ng/dL/FT 30 ng/dL top end of the reference range TruT calculated).....you were only 2 weeks in and already complaining.
Even if you ran such levels for 2-3 months and than could turn around and say you truly do not feel your best overall.....if anything it would be much more sensible to try running slightly higher TT 1200 ng/dL/FT high 30's ng/dL) for 2-3 months to truly gauge how you feel overall instead of claiming you need to run a TT 1600+ ng/dL/FT 50-60 ng/dL (double the top end of the reference range TruT calculated).
Reading through all your previous post since you have come on Excel you have struggled running those absurdly high levels, hematocrit among other things and you very well know your thyroid was not optimal!
What you are stating on here about needing to run these absurd TT/FT levels to feel your best is misleading as I stated before if you are not willing to give your new protocol using the transdermal cream that had your TT 817 ng/dL/FT 30s (top end of the reference range TruT calculated) at least 2-3 months to truly gauge how you feel overall.....let alone try a protocol running slightly higher TT 1200 ng/dL/FT high 30's for 2-3 months than stating you need to run a TT 1600+ ng/dL/FT 50-60 ng/dL is pure quackery!
Now after only being on the transdermal cream for 2 weeks or little over you just went and f***d it up again claiming you need to run these absurd TT 1600+/FT 50-60 ng/dL to feel your best:
Since then, I started applying 2 of the clicks in the am to my scrotum, and 1 click to back of the knees, and then all 3 clicks in pm to my forearms. Will be getting bloodwork again this upcoming week. My goal is to get my free T up where I know I feel my best. I usually need my total T around 1600+ to get my free t where I like it. So I have a ways to go. But my plan is to just apply one more of the clicks per day to my scrotum, until I get where I want to be numbers wise, and symptom resolution wise, while sticking to 300mg/ day. Just want to find the minimum amount of cream it takes applied to my scrotum to get my total and free where I want it.