First I was being a little over the top one of those bad days for no reason. But I will say this back when I switched Dr's I had about 2 1/2 months between when I went off trt and when I started back up at Defy. Like you it started off good, felt great and then things went downhill pretty quick.
Also if I wasn't on ssri's pre-trt why would being on them now be better. Everything you take has side effects and list of negative effects, some take years to manifest. Part of my problem with trt is they want to push more drugs to you to control the side effects that in turn cause more problems. Anastrozole for high estrodial, hcg for lack of sensation sexual organ/shrinking balls, and so on. So far that's where I'm at. I'm wanting to find a reason for how I feel, I want trt to work, but it just don't get better. I try to look at positives "hey you can gain some strength/muscle at gym" issue with that? I never feel like going even when I'm feeling pretty good I go and it's like my body says screw this I don't want to work. Sex? LMAO that is probably the worst (besides depression that hits), I'd say 80% I can't at all, and when I can if I don't lose erection, I may or may not orgasm. There is no way to tell which way it will go. It's worked after the gym before, but next time I go to the gym it don't etc.
This is why I feel the way I do. But like I said I was over the top yesterday
Also if I wasn't on ssri's pre-trt why would being on them now be better. Everything you take has side effects and list of negative effects, some take years to manifest. Part of my problem with trt is they want to push more drugs to you to control the side effects that in turn cause more problems. Anastrozole for high estrodial, hcg for lack of sensation sexual organ/shrinking balls, and so on. So far that's where I'm at. I'm wanting to find a reason for how I feel, I want trt to work, but it just don't get better. I try to look at positives "hey you can gain some strength/muscle at gym" issue with that? I never feel like going even when I'm feeling pretty good I go and it's like my body says screw this I don't want to work. Sex? LMAO that is probably the worst (besides depression that hits), I'd say 80% I can't at all, and when I can if I don't lose erection, I may or may not orgasm. There is no way to tell which way it will go. It's worked after the gym before, but next time I go to the gym it don't etc.
This is why I feel the way I do. But like I said I was over the top yesterday