Well, I have been on TRT for the past 9+ years, and I have felt like crap most of the time.. Brain fog, mental slowness, lethargy, depression, up/down sex drive/libido, etc... Prior to starting TRT I was mid level SHBG but since starting TRT I am low SHBG, at the very bottom of range..... I pretty much been steady on my protocol for most of the time using Test Cyp 200mg/ml @ 200MG/WK to 140mg/wk switching from 2x/wk to ED to EOD to IM to SQ, etc.. (which I feel now was way way too much for me.....) For a short time I tried Prop and Cyp/Prop combo but now back on just CYP..... Right now I lowered my total weekly dose to 98mg/Cyp (68mg pure test minus the Ester) and Im utilizing ED/SQ injects due to my low shbg but am thinking of going to EOD/IM injects... I also think I may be sub-hypo as my FT3 is in the high range, my FT4 is at the very bottom range and my RT3 is mid range of acceptable levels so no RT3 problem.... My doc gave me a 3 month supply of NDT (Armour) and I have been taking a 1/2 grain every morning and noticed quickly that I was able to start losing weight which I couldn't do before but I am afraid to fully commit and up the dose of NDT because I don't want to shut down my Thyroid and add another issue to my problems if my Thyroid is not the problem... smdh... Either way Im giving myself over the summer to improve things and dial in my TRT or I am going to go just go off.... Im just so sick of and hate how lazy(lethargic), unmotivated, insomnia and depressed I have become... I hope I can change some of these symptoms over these next 3 to 4 months.... I have recently added HCG (pregnyl) @ 500iu x2/wk..... so I will see if this has an effect on mood, energy, libido and my testes...
Now the original reason I went on TRT was that my T levels had become low, energy sucked and I started having trouble sleeping. I worked as a US Federal Air Marshal (FAMS) so the correlation to my issues may have been sleep deprivation along with forcing workouts in when I should be getting sleep so I may have self-induced my issues during that time and a few of my co-workers had also started TRT so I made the jump as well (Im regretting it now). About 4 years ago I left the FAMS and transferred to DHS Investigation so I don't have to Fly anymore and work the crazy 60-80 hr weeks as I did when I was a FAM. So maybe going back to baseline pre-trt may be better since I am not working the crazy sleep deprivation schedule anymore...