Heart issues (fraction real vs perceived?) and panic/anxiety still there. Cardiologist didn't want to do another Echo until maybe winter. We agreed 6-12 months for heart remodelling is reasonable estimate. All the other issues are still there (autoimmune, depression, joint pain, etc) / is all there just like prior and during TRT. Human condition I guess, enjoy the ride.
Now here's something funny. All during TRT I never had spontaneous wood. Maybe a little prior to TRT. Up until 2 weeks ago felt nothing down below. Now the last two weeks I wake up with massive wood. Actually had to jump out of bed as I freaked out. It was painful. Taking nothing else. What am I 14 again?
So just goes to show the human body is a funny, wonderful creation. 300 ng/dl and sporting massive morning wood. Oh well. Different than what you would think watching Youtube where the message is 30-50 ng/dl fT and you are John Holmes or something.
Whole thing reminds me of old
Johnny Cash song:
Well John Henry had a little woman, I believe the lady's name was Polly Ann, yeah that was his good woman, John Henry threw his hammer over his shoulder and went on home, he layed down to rest his weary back and early next morning he said come here Polly Ann come here sugar, ya know I believe this is the first time I ever watched the sun come up that I couldn't come up with it