I tried 2 clicks AM and 2 clicks PM of the 200mg/ml Versabase compounded cream applied to the scrotum (200mg/day total).
Test results (at trough after 12 hours): TT: 1100ng/dL, FT: 25ng/dL, E2: 45pg/mL, DHT: 500ng/dL (range 12-65).
I felt very irritable and it actually lowered my libido and EQ relative to daily Test P. On the plus side it shot up my confidence to unprecedented levels but I became very anti-social and it lowered my empathy to a point I wasn't comfortable with.
I think my DHT being 8x the range effectively crashed my Estrogen and is probably responsible for the lowered libido and bad mood.
Not being comfortable with DHT levels almost 10 times the range long term, I lowered the dose to 1 click AM/PM (100mg/day). After a week or so, I had the most amazing 3 days of my life. Complete mental clarity, amazing sleep and mood. Best I've ever felt in my life, everything clicked. Even physically I felt stronger and was noticeably dryer, the water retention I've always gotten from injections was gone almost overnight.
Unfortunately, after those 3 days I started feeling very irritable again and my libido and EQ went down again also.
Test results (trough after 12 hours): TT: 700ng/dL, FT: 12ng/dL, E2: 45pg/mL, DHT: 360ng/dL.
Amazingly, even though my Free T was almost at the bottom of the range on that dose, my DHT was still 6x the range. Interestingly my E2 was exactly the same as on twice the dose. Not sure what to make of that.
Even though it's hard to be certain of anything when it comes to hormones, I'm pretty sure at this point that the antagonistic action of DHT on Estrogen is effectively crashing my Estrogen at those insanely high levels.
However I felt so incredible (no brain fog and good sleep, both literally for the first time in my life) during those 3 days after lowering my dose, that I want to try to fine tune the cream and see if I can get back to feeling that way.
I'm going to get the hydrogel cream and try to apply most of it on other areas of my body and maybe just a little bit on my scrotum. Other options are mixing some cream with injections, or mixing Test P with a longer ester. Still lots of options to explore.