I’ve been on T for two and a half years now with inconsistent libido (the cream being more beneficial than shots). Before I got on trt my sexual function was fine. Last year I took an ssri for about six months. I stopped taking it two months ago because I thought my ED was from the drug but I’m still struggling maintaining erections and have little libido. I also started synthroid around the same time I stopped the antidepressant thinking that would help but so far nothing. I’m becoming really depressed by all this and am thinking of quitting trt altogether. The most frustrating thing about my trt experience has been this Inconsistent libido and it’s really making me depressed. On shots my dht went below the normal range and I became asexual. On the cream my dht increased and I became sexual for the first few months and then it just disappeared and hasn’t come back since. I think I just want off of all of this and go back to my natural state without taking any meds. This sucks.