I honestly didn't really have much anxiety before going on HRT, and I've always been a very calm and zen and laid back person. But when my levels dropped, I just couldn't deal with anything. Everything seemed so much harder than it really was, and I would get stressed out very easily, and was very irritable. HRT allowed me to get back to my baseline, and I think had increased my confidence a bit above baseline, and one thing it has definitely done is make me an eternal optimist. Prior to HRT, I didn't really have depression really, but I would get pessimistic about things going on in my life. There's positives and negatives in every single situation in life, it's just a matter of what you focus on. Prior to HRT, even before my levels dropped, my brain would sometimes get the best of me and focus on the negatives, and it would really bum me out and kind of give me a sense of doom and gloom for a bit. I don't think I would call it depression, but just feelings that definitely didn't feel good, and it would happen every so often. On HRT, I have zero depression, zero anxiety, and zero pessimism. I never ever get those feelings anymore, and 100% of the time my brain focuses on the positives. Even when crappy things happen now, my brain just brushes them off and focuses on the positives and just tells me everything's gonna be alright, and to not even worry about it. It's definitely my favorite benefit that I've received from going on HRT. The negative things in my life are obviously still there, but my brain just totally ignores them, and I never get bummed out anymore. Just always in a good positive mood.
So I would say HRT has made me slightly calmer. Everything just rolls off my back now. I was pretty much like this my whole life though. I would say HRT just increased my level of calmness and ability to not let anything get to me, and has definitely made my mood and how i deal with life and people much more consistent, which has been awesome. HRT is going to mix with each person's physiology and personality, and therefore probably give every person slightly different results. These are just some of the things that I've personally experienced. Obv results will differ person to person.
I've never done M, W, F injections. I've only ever done EOD or ED injections. EOD is my sweet spot. Ya it would basically be one extra injection per week I guess. The injections don't bother me at all though. I use a 1/2" 27 gauge insulin syringe. I've only ever injected into my thighs. Been injecting into my thigh muscles for years now, never had an issue. I try to keep it to like the outer part of my thighs I guess u would call it. The top of the thigh has more fat that the outer part. So I just try to inject where there's less fat, and can get deeper into the muscle. I use both thighs, and inject all up and down them, as to not inject in the same spots all the time. I just sit down, inject my testosterone in on thigh, and the nandrolone in the other thigh.
I had been through so many protocols prior to signing up with
Defy. Tried HCG mono therapy, Clomid mono therapy, Clomid and Nolvadex together, basically everything but testosterone, and just couldn't get dialed in. So by the time I got to
Defy, Dr. saya knew that the only thing left to try was testosterone. So he recommended I start with a test and HCG protocol. I was around 30 years old by the time I got to
Defy.