HashiDrenalFatigue
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Have been on clinic TRT after AAS abuse as a 24 year old male for 3 years. My natural levels were 691 at age 24 prior to my reckless, careless decision to hope on anabolic steroids at 24. Since then I've tried to come off several times but always ended up inevitably relapsing when the pct or clomid blues got to such a bad point that it was affecting my ability to be employed.
I want to get off because Im tired of having a useless penis that feels like a finger during sex, - I lose so much sensitivity on TRT, about 60%. Sex just feels like a chore and a bore instead of enjoyable. I cannot orgasm from sex. Women inevitably end up losing attraction for me due to these shortcomings. I have tried HCG, no HCG, it doesn't really matter. Nothing helps. Proviron. Masteron. Something about my physiology my penis does just not like exogenous testosterone.
I have pre-existing conditions that I believe make TRT worse for me then your average man. Hypothyroidism (no thyroid) and low cortisol.
Another issue is my cortisol drops like a damn rock on TRT - my cognition goes to shit. Libido is also severely lowered and I don't look at women in the same way after being on trt for a while. Energy levels also plummet, as strange as that sounds. Cognition takes a hit as well.
I recently got labwork done after just quitting cold turkey and my levels were really bad. 159 mg total testosterone a month after quitting cold turkey.
I recently broke up with an extremely attractive girl and I know my sexual dysfunctions had someth
About the only positives are mood, confidence and strength related, but what good is a good mood if Im a sexually unsatisfied eunuch who isn't moving through life productively.
Prolactin also spikes like crazy on TRT - Im guessing this has something to do with me feeling worse the higher up I go in dose.
Any thoughts, feedback etc?
I don't want to lose another girl over my inability to orgasm. I've already lost about 5 women due to this.
Currently in week 2 of my Clomid restart. Been doing 25 mg E3D.
Any and all feedback, advice, personal experiences and commentary is welcomed.
Please don't give me the "its in your head" or "psychosymptomatic" word salad. I've written detailed logs and had bloodwork which show the issues are NOT in my head.
I want to get off because Im tired of having a useless penis that feels like a finger during sex, - I lose so much sensitivity on TRT, about 60%. Sex just feels like a chore and a bore instead of enjoyable. I cannot orgasm from sex. Women inevitably end up losing attraction for me due to these shortcomings. I have tried HCG, no HCG, it doesn't really matter. Nothing helps. Proviron. Masteron. Something about my physiology my penis does just not like exogenous testosterone.
I have pre-existing conditions that I believe make TRT worse for me then your average man. Hypothyroidism (no thyroid) and low cortisol.
Another issue is my cortisol drops like a damn rock on TRT - my cognition goes to shit. Libido is also severely lowered and I don't look at women in the same way after being on trt for a while. Energy levels also plummet, as strange as that sounds. Cognition takes a hit as well.
I recently got labwork done after just quitting cold turkey and my levels were really bad. 159 mg total testosterone a month after quitting cold turkey.
I recently broke up with an extremely attractive girl and I know my sexual dysfunctions had someth
About the only positives are mood, confidence and strength related, but what good is a good mood if Im a sexually unsatisfied eunuch who isn't moving through life productively.
Prolactin also spikes like crazy on TRT - Im guessing this has something to do with me feeling worse the higher up I go in dose.
Any thoughts, feedback etc?
I don't want to lose another girl over my inability to orgasm. I've already lost about 5 women due to this.
Currently in week 2 of my Clomid restart. Been doing 25 mg E3D.
Any and all feedback, advice, personal experiences and commentary is welcomed.
Please don't give me the "its in your head" or "psychosymptomatic" word salad. I've written detailed logs and had bloodwork which show the issues are NOT in my head.