tropicaldaze1950
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I only take clonazepam to sleep, as directed, and I am addicted. It also can cause ED. The doctor who first prescribed it told me that when I told her I was having problems. All benzos are addictive, and we're talking using them as prescribed. Tried Ambien; made me hypomanic and caused balance problems. Lunesta leaves me sedated for hours after waking. Melatonin makes me depressed. As for medical mj or legal mj, IMO, it has its place for sleep, anxiety, depression and PTSD. We'll just have to agree to disagree. I look forward when psychedelics(MDMA, LSD) can be used by trained psychiatrists for mood disorders. I know two of the top docs in the field of bipolar research and they concede that the wall has been hit insofar as breakthrough medications. Most of the meds have too many side effects, so patients stop taking them or they become refractory to the medication(s).When you take temazepam as prescribed for sleep, there is zero addiction potential. It just makes me sleepy, not happy or high. I laugh even at the idea to take it during the day - it's pointless. I can stop it at any time, as long as I have something else to make me sleep. I switch between Ambien and temazepam without any problem, never felt a "withdrawal".
It is a completely different story when you take benzos to make you feel good during the day. Medical marijuana is also addictive. It is "all natural" gateway to harder drugs.
I stopped following bipolar research. At 72, I'm either not going to be around for the next breakthrough or I'll be too old for it to matter. Either way, it makes me sad that I'll likely never be functional again. Testosterone, supplements, diet and exercise are the ways I'm trying to slow down the relentless damage caused by this illness. If I could sleep soundly every night, without addictive medication, my mental and physical health would greatly improve.