midLifedude
New Member
Without typing a book I will give a brief description of my uneducated put bluntly stupid hole I've put myself in.
Currently 49 years young. Starting messing with PEDs in my early 30's (nothing crazy Test/anavar/winstrol) at first it was 3-500mg wk. Then went down to 2-250 off and on for 10 years + lazy on the PCT's. And I will take the bashing all this with no bloodworm I know.. I know..
So the last 3 years I have been doing the TrT thing again unsupervised. Went to SubQ (3) pins a week. With super low does 25mg per 75mg per wk. The last year has been rough very stressful. Deaths in family/work/weight gain 40lbs. And I miss weeks on pinning. Hit and miss. Now I'm afraid my I've shut myself down completely. Can't even perform.in bedroom with wife. IT won't work at all. Now with everything going on depression is setting it. Along with the energy. I barely can function even with 8 hours sleep. Affecting my job. Supervisors are catching on something is up. I do finally have appointment with my Dr. Do I tell her straight up ..what's up? Do I start pinning IM and put in 300-400 mg to start to Jumpstart test levels? Sorry for the long post. Currently I'm 5'8 225lbs bf is 35%. When things were good I was 185lbs 15% bf and was superman. Now I can't even get to the gym. It's been 8months. Just need help seen this forum highly recommended . Bash if u want I deserve it. But hoping to get some direction/help
Thx in advanced
Currently 49 years young. Starting messing with PEDs in my early 30's (nothing crazy Test/anavar/winstrol) at first it was 3-500mg wk. Then went down to 2-250 off and on for 10 years + lazy on the PCT's. And I will take the bashing all this with no bloodworm I know.. I know..
So the last 3 years I have been doing the TrT thing again unsupervised. Went to SubQ (3) pins a week. With super low does 25mg per 75mg per wk. The last year has been rough very stressful. Deaths in family/work/weight gain 40lbs. And I miss weeks on pinning. Hit and miss. Now I'm afraid my I've shut myself down completely. Can't even perform.in bedroom with wife. IT won't work at all. Now with everything going on depression is setting it. Along with the energy. I barely can function even with 8 hours sleep. Affecting my job. Supervisors are catching on something is up. I do finally have appointment with my Dr. Do I tell her straight up ..what's up? Do I start pinning IM and put in 300-400 mg to start to Jumpstart test levels? Sorry for the long post. Currently I'm 5'8 225lbs bf is 35%. When things were good I was 185lbs 15% bf and was superman. Now I can't even get to the gym. It's been 8months. Just need help seen this forum highly recommended . Bash if u want I deserve it. But hoping to get some direction/help
Thx in advanced
