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Were your labs done in the early am in a fasted state?
If these are your peak levels (early am) then your TT 14.3 nmol/L (412 ng/dL) is nothing to brag about and more importantly if we use the linear law-of-mass action cFTV and plug in your TT, SHBG, and albumin then your FT level is far from stellar as you are hitting a TT 412 ng/dL with highish SHBG.
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Although TT is important to know FT is what truly matters as it is the active unbound fraction responsible for the positive effects.
Keep in mind that your FT level may very well be even lower as cFTV tends to overestimate.
You would need to have your FT tested using what would be considered the most accurate assays such as the gold standard Equilibrium Dialysis or Ultrafiltration to know where it truly sits
Unfortunately, you never had a thorough set of labs done before you hopped on this train wreck.
Fullset of labs would include TT, FT, estradiol, SHBG, DHT, prolactin, VitD, DHEA-S, LH/FSH, PSA, full thyroid panel (TSH, Free T3, Free T4, Reverse T3, antibodies), salivary cortisol (Four Specimens), lipids, CMP, CBC, and CRP.
You most likely drove down your SHBG on that absurd dose of T.