My urologist put me back on testosterone, a year and a half after I gave it up because of poor response, but this time, I went to him and told him that after being extremely fatigued and depressed for many months, a 30 mg IM shot wiped out my fatigue and depression. Based on that and a TT of 268, he put me on 200 mg of test enanthate per week and I suggested daily injections.
For one month, I've seen great improvement in mood, energy and libido. Nocturnal erections are becoming more frequent, waking me up several times per night, LOL. No morning wood,but I'm patient. My wife and I haven't had sex for 10 years, partly from my problems, partly from marital issues. But a week and a half after resuming shots, we were cuddling and my penis was bouncing up and down, getting hard, then relaxed, then hard again, etc. Felt good! But I didn't feel confident about trying lovemaking, though she was receptive. I didn't want an emotional setback.
My one month labs from LabCorp:
TT 1500 ng/dL
Free 50.0 pg/mL
E2 60 pg/mL (extra sensitive)
DHT 91 ng/dL
Hemoglobin 13.8 g/dL
Hematocrit 42.3%
Given my weight gain of 13 pounds and elevated E2, my urologist gave me an rx for anastrazole, instructing me to start with a quarter of a tablet, weekly. I'm far from ready to try Cialis and I'm on desiccated thyroid for sub clinical hypothyroidism, but I wouldn't rule out a PDE-5 inhibitor, down the road. Truly, I'm horny most of the time, now, and I've got sex on the brain like I had before my endocrine system crashed. There was a quite attractive mature woman conversing with me while I was waiting to see the doctor. Nice. I feel more alive and connected than I have in years. I just have to be patient with the slow and circuitous progress. I'll have good days, medicore days, bad days and great days. I'm 68, dealing with, over a decade, with untreatable bipolar illness and chronic poor sleep. Invictus.