Hyrulewarrior1978
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No worries man you do you. Given the choice between klonopin and lexapro I think you made the right choice.Glad you got it figured out. I hope one day to reach that level of enlightenment. Thanks for the hope.
No worries man you do you. Given the choice between klonopin and lexapro I think you made the right choice.Glad you got it figured out. I hope one day to reach that level of enlightenment. Thanks for the hope.
I am in somewhat same situation at the moment. I stopped prozacWhat’s funny is back in my early 20s I had crippling anxiety. And paxil legitimately cured my issues. I was on it for 2 years. Highest dose. I gained so much weight. I had a little delayed ejaculation. But libido was still great. I actually quit it cold turkey, didn’t know any better. And I never looked back. Had no side effects and anxiety was gone. I’m not sure if it actually did anything or the Placebo made me realize the panic wasn’t going to kill me and was able to not over think it.
then in my mid 30s I jumped on low dose lexapro. I used it because dr Mariano said it could help people with cortisol issues tolerate trt. I stayed on it for 4 years. i was only on 2.5 mg. Didn’t have any side effects. i Was mmostly off trt those 4 years. But when I finally committed to trt 6 months in I started to get some emotional flatness and thought maybe it was ssri. I got off the lexapro and had pretty annoying withdrawal. A lot of brain zaps and some depression. Took about 3 months for the acute symptoms to get better. Then slowly over the last year I’ve become more and more depressed on trt alone. Trt is great for my libido, nocturnal erections,glycemic control. But my moods and way of thinking about life are just off. I’ve been toying with the idea of going on low dose Prozac for some time. I even started it for a week and then bailed again. I’ve read a lot of the things @FunkOdyssey has posted and looked into them myself for years. part of the reason I got off them.
im not sure what to do but I have been absolutely miserable lately. I have admittedly Been messing with my trt way too much. And that does mess with my mental state. But I almost feel stuck like I need a reset. I’m not sure if I got here from the 4 year ssri use And withdrawal. Or the trt it self. I been off the ssri for little over 2 years. And on trt for same time.
sorry if my grammar and punctuation is off. Kids are screaming in the back round driving me nuts lol.
What’s funny is back in my early 20s I had crippling anxiety. And paxil legitimately cured my issues. I was on it for 2 years. Highest dose. I gained so much weight. I had a little delayed ejaculation. But libido was still great. I actually quit it cold turkey, didn’t know any better. And I never looked back. Had no side effects and anxiety was gone. I’m not sure if it actually did anything or the Placebo made me realize the panic wasn’t going to kill me and was able to not over think it.
then in my mid 30s I jumped on low dose lexapro. I used it because dr Mariano said it could help people with cortisol issues tolerate trt. I stayed on it for 4 years. i was only on 2.5 mg. Didn’t have any side effects. i Was mmostly off trt those 4 years. But when I finally committed to trt 6 months in I started to get some emotional flatness and thought maybe it was ssri. I got off the lexapro and had pretty annoying withdrawal. A lot of brain zaps and some depression. Took about 3 months for the acute symptoms to get better. Then slowly over the last year I’ve become more and more depressed on trt alone. Trt is great for my libido, nocturnal erections,glycemic control. But my moods and way of thinking about life are just off. I’ve been toying with the idea of going on low dose Prozac for some time. I even started it for a week and then bailed again. I’ve read a lot of the things @FunkOdyssey has posted and looked into them myself for years. part of the reason I got off them.
im not sure what to do but I have been absolutely miserable lately. I have admittedly Been messing with my trt way too much. And that does mess with my mental state. But I almost feel stuck like I need a reset. I’m not sure if I got here from the 4 year ssri use And withdrawal. Or the trt it self. I been off the ssri for little over 2 years. And on trt for same time.
sorry if my grammar and punctuation is off. Kids are screaming in the back round driving me nuts lol.
Well said. I think that a healthy hormone milieu might be a prerequisite for feeling content, but it’s not the only factor. Having hormones out of whack can affect you emotionally (we all can attest to that); but, fixing hormones (whatever that means), is no guarantee for happiness. This is part of the reason why I applaud @readalot for exploring ways to better himself by looking beyond TRT.I am in somewhat same situation at the moment. I stopped prozac
2 weeks ago I stopped prozac after tapering for months. About 5-6 days later I got a panic attack for no reason at all during some routine work. After that panic attack I was more anxious than I have ever been in years. I went to a new doc that seemed knowledgeable and agreed that if it affects libido or cause Ed then keep looking.
So he suggested an older medication amitripyline 10mg which is the lowest dose. Unfortunately after taking it my already low diastolic blood pressure dropped below 50 (my normal is around 65-70) so after speaking with him, he suggested trazodone as it doesn't cause libido or Ed issues. I am on the 4th day of 75mg trazodone and I ve been sleeping for like 12-14 hours a day since I started it. Hopefully this side effect will go away once I get used to the medication.
Anyway I still have withdrawals from prozac so he said that I can try trintellix 5mg in the morning. Bad advice though cause my libido dropped again and don't know which to blame.
You have to realise that taking prozac for like 2 months, will do nothing for you. You probably need to be on medication for the rest of your life. SSRIs don't cure the underlying cause, they just cover it.
Like you, I need to be on medication for life . If you feel like shit then these two could work for you(trazodone or trintellix). But again, only after speaking with your doctor first.
About what to blame for your mental state I think you know the answer.
There is a reason you were on a ssri's in the past.
I mean trt can cause issues itself but feeling that bad would require severe hormone deficiencies and/or changes.
There are people who are sensitive to even the slightest change in protocol but with your history I would bet my money that's it's the same cause that made you take antidepressants in the first place
I didn’t take ssri ever for depression. And I only took it for 2 years back in the early 2000s for anxiety. I tried low dose ssri for cortisol issues. A dr back in the day on the forums swore it could help guys with lower cortisol levels. to some degree it did for me.I am in somewhat same situation at the moment. I stopped prozac
2 weeks ago I stopped prozac after tapering for months. About 5-6 days later I got a panic attack for no reason at all during some routine work. After that panic attack I was more anxious than I have ever been in years. I went to a new doc that seemed knowledgeable and agreed that if it affects libido or cause Ed then keep looking.
So he suggested an older medication amitripyline 10mg which is the lowest dose. Unfortunately after taking it my already low diastolic blood pressure dropped below 50 (my normal is around 65-70) so after speaking with him, he suggested trazodone as it doesn't cause libido or Ed issues. I am on the 4th day of 75mg trazodone and I ve been sleeping for like 12-14 hours a day since I started it. Hopefully this side effect will go away once I get used to the medication.
Anyway I still have withdrawals from prozac so he said that I can try trintellix 5mg in the morning. Bad advice though cause my libido dropped again and don't know which to blame.
You have to realise that taking prozac for like 2 months, will do nothing for you. You probably need to be on medication for the rest of your life. SSRIs don't cure the underlying cause, they just cover it.
Like you, I need to be on medication for life . If you feel like shit then these two could work for you(trazodone or trintellix). But again, only after speaking with your doctor first.
About what to blame for your mental state I think you know the answer.
There is a reason you were on a ssri's in the past.
I mean trt can cause issues itself but feeling that bad would require severe hormone deficiencies and/or changes.
There are people who are sensitive to even the slightest change in protocol but with your history I would bet my money that's it's the same cause that made you take antidepressants in the first place
I’m sorry, man. Wish I could help.Ok, I know you have all been on the edge of your seats for an update (lmfao) so here it is.
TRT disclosure:
I am on 80 mg/week TC/TP blend (4:1) - 40 mg twice weekly + 400 IU twice weekly hCG. Anything above that and my Hct will get up above 50.
Doc prescribed benzo and escitalopram 10 mg daily last month. Tried the benzo for a few days and thought ok that is what drug addicts feel like, cool. Then promptly stopped. Tried the 10 mg daily escitalopram for a few days and headaches so dropped to 5 mg daily for last 4 weeks based in part from recommendation of our beloved resident AD SME @FunkOdyssey .
So after 4 weeks the panic/anxiety/heart racing outside of gym is gone. Gone. Libido is also gone. In fact everything is gone. Even trying to suffer through daily mental crucifixions during workouts I still showed up every day. Now zero motivation to workout but I can deal with that. Still very minor anxiety when I push workout but night and day difference in the gym experience.
On work side... no care. SSRIs (my anecdotal n=1) seem really effective at blunting any and all professional motivation. And blunt interpersonal motivation. Thank goodness never tried these in the old days. In summary, the SSRI really did a bang up job on the panic/anxiety/heart racing and left me more depressed and less motivated (bonus). Grateful it have me some relief on the panic.
Confirmed everything @FunkOdyssey shared. Should be out on a street corner with my cardboard box duplex by the end of year. Peace!!
Now to practice those CBT skills and use the power of the brain to will my intentions to reality. Whoosh!!
Thanks for the kind words. In the end the only person who can help you is you with this stuff (and the Doc with the Rx pad evidently haha). I appreciate it Brother. I have not forgot about your request just been a little sidetracked.I’m sorry, man. Wish I could help.
Don’t sweat it, my man. I have more data that may be useful. But, at this time, I just don’t think injections and me get along. For the time being, moving away from them.Thanks for the kind words. In the end the only person who can help you is you with this stuff (and the Doc with the Rx pad evidently haha). I appreciate it Brother. I have not forgot about your request just been a little sidetracked.
Will follow up with you. Have a nice weekend.
Yea it sounds like you have a bad social anxiety disorder that was never addressed when you were younger. Exposure therapy works for that. I had that at one point, and then I grew out of it as I got older. Also mushrooms can help with that as well if you’re looking for something more natural.Ok, I know you have all been on the edge of your seats for an update (lmfao) so here it is.
TRT disclosure:
I am on 80 mg/week TC/TP blend (4:1) - 40 mg twice weekly + 400 IU twice weekly hCG. Anything above that and my Hct will get up above 50.
Doc prescribed benzo and escitalopram 10 mg daily last month. Tried the benzo for a few days and thought ok that is what drug addicts feel like, cool. Then promptly stopped. Tried the 10 mg daily escitalopram for a few days and headaches so dropped to 5 mg daily for last 4 weeks based in part from recommendation of our beloved resident AD SME @FunkOdyssey .
So after 4 weeks the panic/anxiety/heart racing outside of gym is gone. Gone. Libido is also gone. In fact everything is gone. Even trying to suffer through daily mental crucifixions during workouts I still showed up every day. Now zero motivation to workout but I can deal with that. Still very minor anxiety when I push workout but night and day difference in the gym experience.
On work side... no care. SSRIs (my anecdotal n=1) seem really effective at blunting any and all professional motivation. And blunt interpersonal motivation. Thank goodness never tried these in the old days. In summary, the SSRI really did a bang up job on the panic/anxiety/heart racing and left me more depressed and less motivated (bonus). Grateful it gave me some relief on the panic.
Confirmed everything @FunkOdyssey shared. Should be out on a street corner with my cardboard box duplex by the end of year. Peace!! J/K.
Now to practice those CBT skills and use the power of the brain to will my intentions to reality. Whoosh!!
Not that I am aware of. Around people all day long and never an issue until had the AFIB episode and then slowly the exercise induced anxiety and panic took hold. COVID wildcard. From there it then seeped into work calls and then just on walks. Interesting experience for sure.Yea it sounds like you have a bad social anxiety disorder that was never addressed when you were younger. Exposure therapy works for that. I had that at one point, and then I grew out of it as I got older. Also mushrooms can help with that as well if you’re looking for something more natural.
I really have been eager to hear how you're doing.Ok, I know you have all been on the edge of your seats for an update (lmfao) so here it is.
LOLSo after 4 weeks the panic/anxiety/heart racing outside of gym is gone. Gone. Libido is also gone. In fact everything is gone.
LOL. I would have liked to be wrong but yours is a typical case of an SSRI doing what SSRIs do. At least you haven't lost your sense of humor!Confirmed everything @FunkOdyssey shared. Should be out on a street corner with my cardboard box duplex by the end of year.
Good point. I exaggerate. Still have the humor even if little Chester does not want to come out and play any more. We will pray for him.least you haven't lost your sense of humor!
12 weeks update...Ok, I know you have all been on the edge of your seats for an update (lmfao) so here it is.
TRT disclosure:
I am on 80 mg/week TC/TP blend (4:1) - 40 mg twice weekly + 400 IU twice weekly hCG. Anything above that and my Hct will get up above 50.
Doc prescribed benzo and escitalopram 10 mg daily last month. Tried the benzo for a few days and thought ok that is what drug addicts feel like, cool. Then promptly stopped. Tried the 10 mg daily escitalopram for a few days and headaches so dropped to 5 mg daily for last 4 weeks based in part from recommendation of our beloved resident AD SME @FunkOdyssey .
So after 4 weeks the panic/anxiety/heart racing outside of gym is gone. Gone. Libido is also gone. In fact everything is gone. Even trying to suffer through daily mental crucifixions during workouts I still showed up every day. Now zero motivation to workout but I can deal with that. Still very minor anxiety when I push workout but night and day difference in the gym experience.
On work side... no care. SSRIs (my anecdotal n=1) seem really effective at blunting any and all professional motivation. And blunt interpersonal motivation. Thank goodness never tried these in the old days. In summary, the SSRI really did a bang up job on the panic/anxiety/heart racing and left me more depressed and less motivated (bonus). Grateful it gave me some relief on the panic.
Confirmed everything @FunkOdyssey shared. Should be out on a street corner with my cardboard box duplex by the end of year. Peace!! J/K.
Now to practice those CBT skills and use the power of the brain to will my intentions to reality. Whoosh!!
This is not true.There are also double-blind studies that show antidepressants can be very effective, particularly when they are part of a treatment protocol (therapy, lifestyle changes, etc.). They certainly can have negative side effects in some that can overcome the benefit, but reading how you’ve gone about presenting this would lead one to believe that they are completely worthless and only harmful. There are many who would contend that antidepressants have saved their lives and have been taking them for years. Not ideal, and I think the hope is that you could wean your way off of them eventually, but I think they do have a place in treatment and should at least be considered as part of a protocol.
May not do much/anything for depression but sure as sh*t (complex scientific term) works on sympathetic regulation. Vast improvement in this chronic exerciser. Not even close as compared to exercise. But I have made the deal with Satan as my mood and anhedonia have gotten worse. Probably good time to add back in some nandrolone, oxandrolone and stanozolol!This is not true.
There are zero studies that show antidepressants to be "very effective." At best, there are studies that can show that there is a minimal, marginal effect, when given enough time. A 2018 metastudy showed that the average placebo match for all third generation ADs is 74%, roughly 60% of people receive no positive effect whatsoever from any particular drug, the 1MDR (one month drop-off rate) for SSRIs is 80%(!), and of the minority of people that claim a benefit, it's actually a mere 2-4 points on the rating scale being used (BDI, HDRS, etc.)
There has never been a "very effective" antidepressant drug released, to date. We have only marginal efficacy in a minority of takers, with 80% of people dropping them in the first month due to side effects or lack of efficacy, and that number climbing sharply as we get to 2, 3, and 6 months.
Funny enough, the effect of exercise (30 minutes walking) actually beats all currently existing anti-depressant drugs on the market when using the same depression rating scales. Not one pharmaceutical on the market today beats a little walking. That's how weak ADs are.
There are many studies that show exact placebo matches for popular drugs like Prozac and Wellbutrin (zero effect; I have about 5 bookmarked for Wellbutrin presently), and a very famous 2000 metastudy by an MIT PhD that looked at all the unpublished and contrary studies that were not submitted to journals and concluded that modern anti-depressants have no averaged out efficacy against depression whatsoever. (Suggesting that what we see published in journals are mostly the studies that show a lucky 2-3 point bias towards the drug, because we can find just as many that show the placebo control pill winning by the same degree when we look at what was not submitted for publication.)
I made the mistake of trying 10 or so different antidepressants over the years. Not one of them had any effect. Placebo. Junk.
The 74% placebo match (and some are higher) of antdepressant drugs versus their placebo control shows that the majority of the effect of any of these drugs is raw expectation bias.