Have you restarted TRT? If yes stick with your own protocol. No need to do what others are doing. Start with T only and watch your balls shrink. Its kinda fun actually. Maybe it wont be that much. Then in 12 weeks get a blood test, and then add HCG to bring your balls back online if you wish to do so. And stop testing yourself. It means nothing, and youre adding stress and anxiety to your life.