Hi all. I'm a 50-year old man living in the UK. 5 years ago I started noticing that my libido was low. Doctors did blood tests and said that my testosterone was low but not long enough to start trt... After doing lots of research and and pestering my doctor he finally prescribed testosterone gel. This did nothing for me so then decided to start me on the nebido ever 12 weeks. After about 8 months my endo decided to stop all trt immediately as my freeT was too high and she said it was dangerous. So I went cold Turkey on her instructions.. ( pic 1 is results from 6 months cold turkey ) I went through hell and eventually decided to go private and go back on trt. The new doctor prescribed testosterone C . I was injecting every other day along with hCG and made me feel worse. The hCG gave me massive anxiety so I eventually stopped the hcg and continued with the testosterone.. malavida we're still 0 my new private doctor told me I was optimised but how can I have been optimised with no libido... I don't decided I will try the testosterone cream which I applied 200 mg split up into two doses every day. I did this for about 8 months . Still no libido my blood pressure started to increase and the doctor told me to stop using the cream.. I was then put onto testosterone P . Everyday injections that actually now looking back did give me some libido.. I change doctors and the new doctor put me on testosterone E. Who decided the first week should be 400 mg. Then 200 mg every week split X3 times . This is when my sleep problems started. I was waking up at 2 every morning and not getting back to sleep. I had blood work done and the doctor told me I was a hyper responder and reduced my testosterone E to 100mg a week . Again the sleep issues started so I decided to take my own advice and reduce the amount of test I was injecting to 0.10ml x 3 a week. Eventually after about 5 to 6 weeks my sleep became normal and I was sleeping all the way through. Rab door is now worse than ever no morning erections.. no desire for sex it's tearing me up....( Pic 2 is from May this year . A over view of the bloods ) . New bloods I'm waiting for will come through soon .. I've had my thyroid checked I've had my prolactin checked I've had my cortisol checked and everything is fine is there anybody out there I will come please give me some advice on how to boost the libido.. I'm actually thinking of stopping trt again and seeing if the body can reset the fsh and LH hormone.. I know it's going to be very hard on myself and my body and mind .. anyone help me please !!!