My willingness? Because I made the mistake of trusting so-called experts before I discovered that the real expertise lies in forums such as this.I guess what I don't understand is the willingness to first try damn near everything else BUT cheap, reliable, easy injections.
I'm a big proponent of test enanthate myself. I don't want to believe that the docs are in bed with the pharm companies making all these creams and gels and pellets and BS, but... man, when a regular old injection is the last thing recommended, it makes me wonder. Glad you're doing well!No worries...! Finally so far so good. I seem to not need much of a dose to feel better. I'm on 120mg IM of Testosterone Enanthate (split twice). No side effects. Blood test results are fine - Total Testosterone ~1200ng/dl. Free Testosterone ~ 20ng/dl.
As to the lack of T Enth or T Cyp not being brought up earlier, after blaming myself for not doing enough due diligence I do blame the providers. None explicitly mentioned it as an option until all the other routes had been failures!
For some reason, cypionate makes my calves cramp when I run. I have no idea why, I'm well aware that there's no scientific or medical reason, but I can keep myself at the same total and free t level on enanthate as I once did on cypionate and have no issues. When I switched from cypionate to enanthate, the calf cramps went away after about 2 or 2 1/2 weeks. I noticed less water retention as well, but most guys don't seem to experience the same issues I did, so who knows?But why do you prefer enanthate?
I made the mistake of trusting so-called experts before I discovered that the real expertise lies in forums such as this.
A lot of us have made the same mistakes, in reading your story sounds similar to my experience.
I'm one of those few men who does well on 80mg weekly, but break it up every other day. I have tried enanthate and for some reason I feel way better on cypionate.
No worries...! Finally so far so good. I seem to not need much of a dose to feel better. I'm on 120mg IM of Testosterone Enanthate (split twice). No side effects. Blood test results are fine - Total Testosterone ~1200ng/dl. Free Testosterone ~ 20ng/dl.
As to the lack of T Enth or T Cyp not being brought up earlier, after blaming myself for not doing enough due diligence I do blame the providers. None explicitly mentioned it as an option until all the other routes had been failures!
I am down to 84mg/week (12mg/day). I like the idea of finding the smallest effective dose when it comes to any drug. 84mg keeps my total and Free T within a good range, and I feel no different then when I was on 120mg/week.
Its weird how I ended up on enanthate.... I didn't include this in my story but once educated I found myself explaining to my endocrinologist that "Xyosted" was just Testosterone Enanthate 50mg or 75mg or 100mg with a 1/2 inch 27g needle to be given once a week subQ. The only difference was the fancy and expensive selfinjector package.... So she said "if you like enanthate then that's fine." So I am on it.
I do like the fact that the pharma product comes in sesame seed oil. I happen to love sesame seeds. And that oil is less viscous than the cotton seed oil typically used in cypionate. And there is discussion that it causes less edema than cypionate.
One urologist tried to talk me out of it because "it is hard to find" but that has not been my experience. And it is twice as expensive as cypionate either through my insurance or out of pocket. But it is still quite inexpensive as medications go.
But why do you prefer enanthate?
Systemlord said:
SQ for me was a negative experience, the entire injection felt as though the Test converted straight to estrogen and days later it had felt like I missed a couple of injections.
That's crazy...I get that same calf cramp...I can barely walk sometimes...I just asked to try enanthate...hopefully with good results.For some reason, cypionate makes my calves cramp when I run. I have no idea why, I'm well aware that there's no scientific or medical reason, but I can keep myself at the same total and free t level on enanthate as I once did on cypionate and have no issues. When I switched from cypionate to enanthate, the calf cramps went away after about 2 or 2 1/2 weeks. I noticed less water retention as well, but most guys don't seem to experience the same issues I did, so who knows?