The double blind study on the correlation between hCG and sexual predation by legislators -inferred- but does not prove, that the predation by legislative members is linked to those members NOT using hCG. The investigators inferred that the accused legislators: i) were not on hCG because they could find no published reports of them taking hCG , ii) committed the crimes in response to pain from ascended shriveled testicles, iii) likely would not have committed these crimes if they had had ready access to otc hCG. Is op is looking to illicit product because, like the legislators, he has no ready access to safe medicine?