Good afternoon everyone! I hope someone can help! I am a 25 year old male, currently working as a police officer. I am concerned that I was put on TRT unnecessarily in 2013. My levels were low in the 300s. I wrestled in college all 4 years and took trenbolone and equipoise consecutively in 2013 and came off cold turkey. I felt horrible. Low energy, no interest in sex- and I am a sexual person, I had high levels of anxiety, weight loss, appetite loss, felt like complete crap. When I had my levels checked they were 400. A few months later they hit down in the 300 range. I believe one time they hit 500ish. But months later were back in the 300s. I eat well and exercise on a regular basis but after 9 months of stoping the steroids I was unable to naturally get my levels over 400 consistently. I was led to believe that these numbers were horrible and I needed therapy, and mabe I do but at the time I was just young and very uneducated about all of this. No I'm concerned because I want to have children and also want to be healthy and live a long life. I am very concerned about testosterone or the mismanagement of the therapy causing heart or artery damage long term I know there are many benefits of testosterone I just want to make sure it's what's best and I was not as educated and did not research this before as much. Is it possible to do a restart at this point and get my self back online? I just think mabe if I would have tried a restart in 2013 mabe I could have gotten myself all the way back. Mabe I don't have hypogonadism mabe it was just the fact that I came off cold turkey and never got my testicles all the way back on line.. Please give me some insights here!! Thank you!