Hi,
I have bipolar disorder and take lots of meds to treat that. Also, as a consequence of the meds, the disorder, or life situations, my testosterone declined to 330 a few mos ago so my doctor put me on Axiron testosterone gel. Anyway, it did nothing, so we tripled the dose, then after a few weeks I hit 1100, so backed off to an in-between dose which has helped libido and mood and energy a bit.
However recently I started to notice a bit of edema and "moon face". I had been on TRT a long time ago and at the time my doctor prescribed 1mg of arimidex every other day, so I asked my new doctor if I could take that this time as well.
After about 5 days and 3 1mg doses of Arimidex, I have realized I have gotten extremely ANGRY...is there such a thing as TRT-generated "roid rage"? Like, screaming at parents, having images of wanting to strangle my dad if he says one cross word to me...they are also being *******s right now and I am (or trying to) taper off of Paxil, but I am wondering if Arimidex could potentially cause this increase in aggression (and increased depression).
When Arimidex inhibits the production of estrogen, I'm assuming that means more testosterone stays around? How do estrogen and testosterone differ in terms of their effects on mood and neurotransmitters, etc. I was feeling great a few days ago, but mood has gone to shit, very depressed, and super angry and irritable. I won't take arimidex for a week as I know it has a large half life, and I don't know, maybe my dose was too high to take along with the Axiron (i'm at 2 swipes 2x a day). Oh, I also take 75mg DHEA which I believe had a big impact on my mood over the past month.
Anyway, I'm going a little nuts here so any help would be appreciated. I am not typically a rageful person, although I have been angry at my alcholic father for oh just about 20 years, normally i keep it inside where it has steeped and turned into depression and addiction myself...but watching him kill himself slowly when I'm visiting my parents, and seeing how terrible his mood is and how much he wants to take his suffering out on ME, well that is just too much to bear right now, and the hormonal stuff isn't helping.
So any advice? For sure if I do start arimidex again, i wont take 1mg EOD, what is a more reasonable dose? I should probably just say ****ig and get all my hormones measured again.