TPersall2828
New Member
I get severe, severe mood issues on even very low doses of test (20mg 2x per week), including irritability, scary intrusive thoughts, crying spells, throwing screaming fits etc. all of which are unlike me and go away within a week or two of discontinuing.
Unfortunately, my natural levels have been in the mid 100's for the last 5 plus years and I have absolutely no energy and zero libido. It's embarrassing but I haven't had sex in almost six years, not only do I have no libido but I really don't even have the energy or motivation to socialize enough to date anyone.
I'm only 39 and the thought of living this way for the rest of my life is depressing, but I've tried so many TRT protocols over the past 5 years and the mood issues I get are just too much, I seriously fear I might assault someone or do something really stupid when I'm on. On 20mg 2x per week my trough levels are 473 and 19 (test and e2), which seem reasonable, but even on that the rage, anger, crying etc. are unbearable. I've always been very sensitive to everything, and can't take multivitamins, vitamin d, cofee etc. as I react to nearly everything.
Unfortunately, my natural levels have been in the mid 100's for the last 5 plus years and I have absolutely no energy and zero libido. It's embarrassing but I haven't had sex in almost six years, not only do I have no libido but I really don't even have the energy or motivation to socialize enough to date anyone.
I'm only 39 and the thought of living this way for the rest of my life is depressing, but I've tried so many TRT protocols over the past 5 years and the mood issues I get are just too much, I seriously fear I might assault someone or do something really stupid when I'm on. On 20mg 2x per week my trough levels are 473 and 19 (test and e2), which seem reasonable, but even on that the rage, anger, crying etc. are unbearable. I've always been very sensitive to everything, and can't take multivitamins, vitamin d, cofee etc. as I react to nearly everything.