Hi Guys
i'm 40 years old.
around 2.5 years ago i lost around 20lb of muscle for no reason
so i went to do a blood test at Urologist clinic , found out i have low T
other then the muscle loss i didn't had any issues.
sometimes i feel like i wish i wouldn't did this blood test , because since then everything got worst.
maybe for me i was better not to know i have low T.
when i found out i started to read online non stop
the doctor couldn't find what cause the low T.
i did also a sleep study and found our i have Sleep Apnea (the Urologist said he don't think it's the cause of the low T) , i tried to sleep with Cpap for 2 month but i couldn't.
my HDL is low , even before i started with medication.
the doctor gave me Clomid and add HCG after few month
i was on Clomid for about a year.
then the doctor suggest to start TRT
my libido started to decline over time until it's just completely dead!
i just not interesting in sex anymore , not thinking about it , watch porn and not feel anything
when i have orgasm i don't feel any pleasure , sometimes i feel like it's about to happen
there is a "built up" but then no pleasure at all.
i red this article and i feel very similar to that:
www.issm.info
the Urologist (very well known doctor) couldn't find a solution for me
because "on paper" everything look ok.
because of the loss of my sexuality i think my mood also dropped down
i don't enjoy things i use to enjoyed all my life (for example i have an exotic car i use to love and now i didn't even started the engine over 6 month).
the doctor put me on a women medication trial (could be placebo, we don't know yet)
Addyi (flibanserin) for 2 month , nothing changed.
he gave me also Vyleesi (Bremelanotide) , didn't changed the libido at all
i had spontaneous erections the day after.
we tried not to take Anastrozole but the estradiol jumped to 67 after few weeks.
so i started to take it again.
no morning wood i think in the past 2-3 years.
maybe sometimes , very rare.
DHEA went down to 1900 (use to be 3700 before i start medications)
supplements: (didn't changed anything)
fenugreek
mucna pruriens
tongkat ali
Ashwagandha
maca
5HTP
seems like the doctor gave up
i'm tired from all of it , just want my life back
anything you could think off i should try or check
i'm open to do anything !
Thanks a lot !!
i'm 40 years old.
around 2.5 years ago i lost around 20lb of muscle for no reason
so i went to do a blood test at Urologist clinic , found out i have low T
other then the muscle loss i didn't had any issues.
sometimes i feel like i wish i wouldn't did this blood test , because since then everything got worst.
maybe for me i was better not to know i have low T.
when i found out i started to read online non stop
the doctor couldn't find what cause the low T.
i did also a sleep study and found our i have Sleep Apnea (the Urologist said he don't think it's the cause of the low T) , i tried to sleep with Cpap for 2 month but i couldn't.
my HDL is low , even before i started with medication.
the doctor gave me Clomid and add HCG after few month
i was on Clomid for about a year.
then the doctor suggest to start TRT
my libido started to decline over time until it's just completely dead!
i just not interesting in sex anymore , not thinking about it , watch porn and not feel anything
when i have orgasm i don't feel any pleasure , sometimes i feel like it's about to happen
there is a "built up" but then no pleasure at all.
i red this article and i feel very similar to that:

What is orgasmic anhedonia/pleasure dissociative orgasmic dysfunction?
The word “anhedonia” refers to the inability to experience pleasure from an activity that is normally considered pleasurable. People with orgasmic...

the Urologist (very well known doctor) couldn't find a solution for me
because "on paper" everything look ok.
because of the loss of my sexuality i think my mood also dropped down
i don't enjoy things i use to enjoyed all my life (for example i have an exotic car i use to love and now i didn't even started the engine over 6 month).
the doctor put me on a women medication trial (could be placebo, we don't know yet)
Addyi (flibanserin) for 2 month , nothing changed.
he gave me also Vyleesi (Bremelanotide) , didn't changed the libido at all
i had spontaneous erections the day after.
we tried not to take Anastrozole but the estradiol jumped to 67 after few weeks.
so i started to take it again.
no morning wood i think in the past 2-3 years.
maybe sometimes , very rare.
DHEA went down to 1900 (use to be 3700 before i start medications)
supplements: (didn't changed anything)
fenugreek
mucna pruriens
tongkat ali
Ashwagandha
maca
5HTP
seems like the doctor gave up
i'm tired from all of it , just want my life back
anything you could think off i should try or check
i'm open to do anything !
Thanks a lot !!