Abonicex
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TLDR: I'm a 39 year old. My balls are almost the size of peanuts (10% of their normal size) and my penis is like half its size, erections are gone, ejaculation is almost zero, this due to gradual intoxication by toxins/phtalates/mold for 2 years. Total testosterone is 2.65 nm/mL. (equivalent to 265 I think in US units). I'm taking HCG as prescribed by my doctor (5000 ui twice a week for a month) but what else can I do? How do you regenerate Leydig cells and other testicle cells and restore normal testicular function? Scared of permanent damage. Never had testosterone related problems before. Help pls!!!
Hello, friends. I post here because I'm desperate for help. it's here where I think someone who knows something could help me with my problem.
I'm a 39 year old male. I've a big health issue in fibromyalgia. While I have recovered a lot through lots of alt therapies and experiments, I'm still bad. Due to anxiety and pain I used to chew paper (I have finally stopped due to panic), and since two years ago I had been chewing heavily scented toilet paper the whole day. Also, there's black mold in my water and I had not noticed it, but it must have been there for like a year or two years.
I began seeing my testicles shrink and erectile dysfunction, probably starting a year and a half ago, but first I thought, oh must be my imagination... then, next time i noticed i thought well must the age, or it's cause I'm fat.
But then things ramped up very fast. Erections left. Ejaculations too. Noticed my beard thinning and hair loss. One day I touched my testicles and they were the size of peanuts. No hyperbole. They were that size. Like 10% their size probably. That's when I got really scared. Now erections and libido were completely gone by that point and it happened in like two weeks. Ejaculation has also almost disappeared. I'm very nervous when dealing with people particularly women. which is very uncomfortable at my age. I'm having lots of confusion and memory problems. I have zero energy. Fibromyalgia drained me but I think I'm on a different level of fatigue now. I also EAT A LOT. And can't control my appetite. Is this also a symptom of low T? I wasn't like that before.
I'm pretty sure it's been the phtalates or some toxin. It's the only thing that has changed, me chewing toilet paper to calm the pain and drinking water from a source that's been growing black mold. Before this my erections and all that were super healthy... one of the things that never failed to me. I used to wake up with erections so hard that they hurt. I was super horny. I was thankful when they dissapeared and also when libido lowered as it let me think of other stuff. I didn't think something was really wrong. But now I'm scared. Things have moved super-fast. Like in a year or year and a half i moved from perfectly healthy to this. And the last 3 months things have super ramped up.
I was taking HCG 5000 UI twice per weak prescribed by my doctor, a GP. I just finished my first 4 week cycle and will see the dr soon and get more tests. What else can I do? How can I reverse testicular atrophy? How can I regenerate Leydig and seminal cells? Can I detox those parts of my body in case toxins are stuck in there like phtalates? I want to restore my regenerate my testicles and restore normal testicular function. There must be a way!!!
I post my total testosterone results, it's 2.65 ng/mL which I think it's equivalent to 265 in the US. Also the other tests my doctor asked me for in case they provide some useful information.
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Any help appreciated. Please, help!!!!!
Hello, friends. I post here because I'm desperate for help. it's here where I think someone who knows something could help me with my problem.
I'm a 39 year old male. I've a big health issue in fibromyalgia. While I have recovered a lot through lots of alt therapies and experiments, I'm still bad. Due to anxiety and pain I used to chew paper (I have finally stopped due to panic), and since two years ago I had been chewing heavily scented toilet paper the whole day. Also, there's black mold in my water and I had not noticed it, but it must have been there for like a year or two years.
I began seeing my testicles shrink and erectile dysfunction, probably starting a year and a half ago, but first I thought, oh must be my imagination... then, next time i noticed i thought well must the age, or it's cause I'm fat.
But then things ramped up very fast. Erections left. Ejaculations too. Noticed my beard thinning and hair loss. One day I touched my testicles and they were the size of peanuts. No hyperbole. They were that size. Like 10% their size probably. That's when I got really scared. Now erections and libido were completely gone by that point and it happened in like two weeks. Ejaculation has also almost disappeared. I'm very nervous when dealing with people particularly women. which is very uncomfortable at my age. I'm having lots of confusion and memory problems. I have zero energy. Fibromyalgia drained me but I think I'm on a different level of fatigue now. I also EAT A LOT. And can't control my appetite. Is this also a symptom of low T? I wasn't like that before.
I'm pretty sure it's been the phtalates or some toxin. It's the only thing that has changed, me chewing toilet paper to calm the pain and drinking water from a source that's been growing black mold. Before this my erections and all that were super healthy... one of the things that never failed to me. I used to wake up with erections so hard that they hurt. I was super horny. I was thankful when they dissapeared and also when libido lowered as it let me think of other stuff. I didn't think something was really wrong. But now I'm scared. Things have moved super-fast. Like in a year or year and a half i moved from perfectly healthy to this. And the last 3 months things have super ramped up.
I was taking HCG 5000 UI twice per weak prescribed by my doctor, a GP. I just finished my first 4 week cycle and will see the dr soon and get more tests. What else can I do? How can I reverse testicular atrophy? How can I regenerate Leydig and seminal cells? Can I detox those parts of my body in case toxins are stuck in there like phtalates? I want to restore my regenerate my testicles and restore normal testicular function. There must be a way!!!
I post my total testosterone results, it's 2.65 ng/mL which I think it's equivalent to 265 in the US. Also the other tests my doctor asked me for in case they provide some useful information.
Album — Postimages
Any help appreciated. Please, help!!!!!