FunkOdyssey
Seeker of Wisdom
I'm back on TRT after recording my lowest ever free T recently and getting super lucky with a last hail mary attempt using a new formula. Briefly, my history is as follows:
First, I am thrilled to have discovered a form of TRT that I actually feel good on. My personal experience, my close friend's experience, and various anecdotes I've seen indicate a DRASTICALLY different experience of TRT using Hikma enanthate versus compounded cypionate. I've explored hypotheses around excipients (benzyl benzoate/benzyl alcohol) and ester differences at length elsewhere.
I am for the first time on TRT feeling overall better and more healthy than when not on TRT, to the point that if this were as good as it gets, I would stay on it indefinitely. However, I suspect this is not as good as it gets. For one, I have only been on a couple months. Second, most of the practitioners I follow aim for higher free T values than I have achieved. For example, some notes I recorded from Dave Lee's TRT 101 book after translating the units to be American-friendly:
At the moment though, Defy's instructions are to increase dose to 50 mg EOD (175 mg weekly). That should result in a free T around 21 ng/dL at trough if things remain proportionate. We'll see what that does for me. I am hoping for some of the libido I had on cream, and more gains in size and strength, without losing the overall feeling of well-being I have currently.
I have already increased from a skinny 6'6" 190 lbs to 200 lbs in the last two months with consistent workouts. I alternate a Stronglifts 5x5 program with HIIT and Zone 2 rides on my Peloton bike. I don't want to talk about the specific weights I'm using because they are still embarrassing but I have added 50 lbs on the major lifts.
I'm wondering if I should do anything about my sad DHEA-S and IGF-1 values. I am open to trying MK-677 and already purchased some. Though I don't want to muddy the waters by adding DHEA while I'm dialing in TRT, it seems like that might be worth trying at some point, especially for libido.
I welcome your thoughts and comments as I proceed on my journey.
- 43 years old with hypogonadal symptoms (all of them) since forever, low free T (6.5 ng/dl)
- Tried testosterone cypionate in doses ranging from 70-105 mg weekly for several months
- Reached 10-13 ng/dl free T, E2 basically unchanged from baseline (mid 20s pg/ml)
- Mood and energy improved
- Worse sexual function
- Anxiety, overstimulation, sometimes elevated HR and BP
- Insomnia
- Brain fog / impaired cognition / memory and word recall problems
- Worsened laryngopharyngeal reflux symptoms
- Major hair loss
- Briefly tried testosterone propionate 8-10 mg daily
- I think cognition was better
- Everything else the same
- Gave up and went off TRT for months
- Tried 20% testosterone cream, 100 - 150 mg (2-3 clicks) daily
- Reached 22 ng/dl free T, 53 pg/ml E2, 370 ng/dl DHT
- Major improvement in libido and sexual function
- Good / normal cognition
- Massive deal-breaking indigestion / gastritis / GERD
- DHT somehow?
- Gave up and went off TRT for months
- Tested Free T at 5 ng/dl and decided to try one last time, testing a hunch about excipients
- 8 weeks ago, started Hikma T enanthate at 40 mg EOD (140 mg weekly)
- Reached 17 ng/dl Free T, 43 pg/ml E2
- Mood and energy improved
- More nocturnal erections, otherwise sexual function unchanged
- No side effects!!!!!!!!
- Cognition possibly better than normal
- Some actual gains in response to exercise
Test | 10/13/2023 | 12/19/2023 | Normal Range |
Total Testosterone | 606 ng/dL | 893 ng/dL | 250 - 1100 ng/dL |
Free Testosterone (EqD) | 51.5 pg/mL | 168.8 pg/mL | 35 - 155 pg/mL |
Free Testosterone (calc) | 17.3 ng/dL | ||
SHBG | 44 nmol/L | 10 - 50 nmol/L | |
Estradiol (ultrasensitive) | 22 pg/mL | 43 pg/mL | <= 29 pg/mL |
DHT | 56 ng/dL | 66 ng/dL | 12 - 65 ng/dL |
Prolactin | 5.2 ng/dL | 2 - 18 ng/dL | |
DHEA Sulfate | 112 mcg/dL | 61 - 442 mcg/dL |
IGF-1 | 93 ng/mL | 118 ng/mL | 52 - 328 ng/mL |
PSA | 0.79 ng/mL | <= 4.00 ng/mL | |
TSH | 2.51 mIU/L | 0.40 - 4.50 mIU/L | |
Hematocrit | 43.3% | 41.8% | 38.5 - 50% |
First, I am thrilled to have discovered a form of TRT that I actually feel good on. My personal experience, my close friend's experience, and various anecdotes I've seen indicate a DRASTICALLY different experience of TRT using Hikma enanthate versus compounded cypionate. I've explored hypotheses around excipients (benzyl benzoate/benzyl alcohol) and ester differences at length elsewhere.
I am for the first time on TRT feeling overall better and more healthy than when not on TRT, to the point that if this were as good as it gets, I would stay on it indefinitely. However, I suspect this is not as good as it gets. For one, I have only been on a couple months. Second, most of the practitioners I follow aim for higher free T values than I have achieved. For example, some notes I recorded from Dave Lee's TRT 101 book after translating the units to be American-friendly:
- When initiating treatment likes to bring free T to 17 to 29 ng/dl
- Younger men do better with higher levels, older men better with lower levels
- Lowest free T observed in a dialed in man was 16 ng/dl
- Highest free T in dialed in men: 43 ng/dl
- Personally he does best between 38 – 43 ng/dl
- Majority of his clients sit around 26 – 35 ng/dl
- Very few clients do well with free T below 20 ng/dl
- Decent handful of clients start to get negative sides above 32 – 35 ng/dl
- Equal number of clients don't receive much benefit until free T is above 35 ng/dl
- Most men over 60 do best with 17 – 26 ng/dl
- Men under 25 do best with 35 – 43 ng/dl
At the moment though, Defy's instructions are to increase dose to 50 mg EOD (175 mg weekly). That should result in a free T around 21 ng/dL at trough if things remain proportionate. We'll see what that does for me. I am hoping for some of the libido I had on cream, and more gains in size and strength, without losing the overall feeling of well-being I have currently.
I have already increased from a skinny 6'6" 190 lbs to 200 lbs in the last two months with consistent workouts. I alternate a Stronglifts 5x5 program with HIIT and Zone 2 rides on my Peloton bike. I don't want to talk about the specific weights I'm using because they are still embarrassing but I have added 50 lbs on the major lifts.
I'm wondering if I should do anything about my sad DHEA-S and IGF-1 values. I am open to trying MK-677 and already purchased some. Though I don't want to muddy the waters by adding DHEA while I'm dialing in TRT, it seems like that might be worth trying at some point, especially for libido.
I welcome your thoughts and comments as I proceed on my journey.
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