In the absence of controlled testing people are able to believe many things that probably aren't true. It's quite plausible to have some kind of negative reaction to the ester or carrier oil or preservatives. But any claim that this affects utilization of testosterone is pretty far-fetched. I'd like to see you do blinded testing with enanthate and cypionate using the same carrier oil and preservatives. It would be interesting to see if you could tell them apart.
I am firmly opposed to your more-is-better thinking. Higher doses are an invitation to side effects, and usually do not improve things, except for athleticism. The OP already has over-range free T, and you would put him higher still. That is poor advice.
"Its the way our bodes react to the ester, not the testosterone" QUOTE
You need to re read what i wrote my friend. I never said testosterone doesnt get utilized. I said people have reactions to the ester. which is why some people feel like shit on different esters with the exact same testosterone levels.
Brother, ive been my own guinea pig since the 90s, and HAVE done blind tests. I brew my own, and have tried every oil under the sun. Why would i take cypionate when ive tried over and over again over the last 2 decades?? it just doesnt work for some people. Im not the only one. I have nothing to prove to you or anybody on here. Im telling you what works for ME, and MY observations manipulating MY hormones for 2 decades. Thats called experience my young lads. You can disagree with MY protocol all you want because it doesnt work for YOU. I dont disagree with YOUR protocol, its just not the correct one for ME. Do you understand now that this isnt a one size fits all approach?? How do you know the OP wouldnt feel 100 times better if he tried a different protocol with more test and optimized thyroid?? You dont. You assume, and ya know what they say about that, right??
I think people 'side effects' are just people being fearful hypochondriacs. I started my online presence waaaaaaay back in the day on bodybuilding forums. It kinda amuses me how THIS site everybody complains of such petty little side effects. how come nobody complains about side effects on bodybuilding boards blasting thousands upon thousands milligrams of testosterone?? Know why?? men need more testosterone than a man in a white coat and insurance companies will tell you. Take your health into your own hands and dose your testosterone till you feel better. Theres two types of men in this world. Ones that are self sufficient and do what they want, and ones that do what they are told. Doctors dont get paid when they dont have sick patients.
For ME, more than what the OP is taking IS necessary. NOT for athleticism, for libido and properly functioning penis. i built my frame with anabolics looong ago. i cant help having an athletic body at this point, so maybe men like me NEED more testosterone from past hormone and AI exposure to function. hell, i need exogenous estrogen now too. I WISH i could get away with dosing at much lower doses. i just cant function when ive tried countless times. Ive dosed all the way down 10mg a day, on cypionate AND enanthate, and sustanon, and prop, in cotton seed oil, grape seed oil, safflower oil, sesame oil, mct oil, EO, and id rather be dead. (blind test) lol So your FIRMLY opposing what works for other men is a pretty naive way of approaching a customized TRT protocol for them, so who is giving bad advice here? Id feel like garbage if i listened to YOU. As we ALL know this is not a one size fits all treatment.
everybody needs to understand the INSURANCE companies dictate the testosterone ranges they feel appropriate. Notice they keep getting lower and lower?? nobody knows what a healthy mans testosterone levels were before all these chemicals were invented. men no longer produce testosterone the way they once did because of all the endocrine disrupting chemicals in our day to day life. Insurance lower ranges so they dont have to pay for treatment. Blue cross blue shield determines whats 'physiological'. low testosterone levels make men complacent and fearful, which is all i read on here. mens fear of 'side effects' and taking a doctors orders as holy writ.
The only advice i have for any man on here... take your health into your own hands and make YOURSELF feel better, and dont listen to anybody else until you try it for yourself. Just like anything in life. nobodys EVER died from doubling the testosterone dose a DOCTOR gives them for 8 weeks to try a new protocol. I feel like a million dollars on my protocol that a doctor would not even want to treat the same way i do. to each their own my brothers. good luck